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\"\"<\/a>N\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed text je od sympatizantky asociace ALERTA, kter\u00e1 se v n\u011bm sna\u017e\u00ed zachytit sv\u00e9 pocity a popsat pro\u010d j\u00ed net\u011b\u0161\u00ed \u017e\u00edt v \u010cesku a pro\u010d hled\u00e1 sv\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed jinde ve sv\u011bt\u011b.\u00a0\u00a0
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V\u017edy, kdy\u017e se vrac\u00edm do \u010cech, po dvou, t\u0159ech m\u011bs\u00edc\u00edch, poka\u017ed\u00e9 si znovu uv\u011bdom\u00edm, mnohdy s v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed nal\u00e9havost\u00ed a s hlub\u0161\u00edm vhledem do problematiky, pro\u010d jsem vlastn\u011b ode\u0161la \u017e\u00edt do zahrani\u010d\u00ed. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm, jestli jsem sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed n\u011bjak\u00e9ho novodob\u00e9ho disentu, kter\u00fd si hled\u00e1 svoje m\u00edsto tam, kde je v\u00edc svobody, pokud ji nenal\u00e9z\u00e1 doma. Nebo jestli jsem sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed v\u0161ech t\u011bch emigruj\u00edc\u00edch, kte\u0159\u00ed hledaj\u00ed lep\u0161\u00ed podm\u00ednky.<\/p>\n

Moje motivace nejsou ekonomick\u00e9, ale p\u0159esto mne \u017eene touha po lep\u0161\u00edm \u017eivot\u011b. Neodva\u017euji se p\u0159iznat si, \u017ee \u017eivot v \u010cech\u00e1ch je miz\u00e9rie, ale v\u017edycky, kdy\u017e se vrac\u00edm, vid\u00edm svoje rodi\u010de, z nich\u017e jeden p\u0159e\u017e\u00edv\u00e1 na pokraji chudoby a v beznad\u011bji se sna\u017e\u00ed urvat alespo\u0148 mal\u00fd kousek radosti a pro\u017eitku. Nech\u00e1v\u00e1 se pohltit z\u00e1ke\u0159nou nemoc\u00ed, a p\u0159esto se sna\u017e\u00ed nab\u00eddnout alespo\u0148 ty zbytky \u017eivota, kter\u00e9 mu z\u016fstaly, moj\u00ed dce\u0159i, tr\u00e1vit s n\u00ed \u010das, d\u00e1t kus sebe, kus t\u00e9 kr\u00e1sy, kterou u\u0161lapalo ka\u017edodenn\u00ed utrpen\u00ed a deziluze a na kterou si pamatuji z vlastn\u00edho d\u011btstv\u00ed. A druh\u00fd rodi\u010d, kter\u00fd se dr\u017e\u00ed nad vodou jenom zd\u00e1nliv\u011b a ze v\u0161ech sil se sna\u017e\u00ed udr\u017eet iluzi plnohodnotn\u00e9ho a bezstarostn\u00e9ho \u017eivota p\u0159ed v\u0161emi kolem, a p\u0159ed sv\u00fdmi star\u00fdmi rodi\u010di p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm. Ale pro\u010d vlastn\u011b? Za cenu l\u017ei.<\/p>\n

Pokud m\u00e1me v\u0161ichni pro\u017e\u00edt \u017eivot ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00ed a krut\u011b trp\u00edc\u00ed, n\u011bjak si nedok\u00e1\u017eu od\u016fvodnit v\u0161echno svoje sna\u017een\u00ed. Dokonce si ho ani nedok\u00e1\u017eu od\u016fvodnit, pokud maj\u00ed pouze n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed z n\u00e1s pro\u017e\u00edt \u017eivot v utrpen\u00ed a jin\u00ed mohou b\u00fdt \u201e\u0161\u0165astn\u00ed\u201c. A pro\u010d jsem ode\u0161la? Proto\u017ee spole\u010densk\u00fd tlak je stra\u0161n\u011b siln\u00fd a j\u00e1 si nedok\u00e1zala vybojovat svoje m\u00edsto, obh\u00e1jit sv\u016fj n\u00e1zor, sv\u016fj \u017eivotn\u00ed styl. I p\u0159esto, \u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b v \u010cech\u00e1ch, mezi lidmi, kter\u00e9 zn\u00e1m dlouh\u00e1 l\u00e9ta, by tento boj m\u011bl opravdov\u00fd smysl.<\/p>\n

Mo\u017en\u00e1 se k n\u011bmu jednou vr\u00e1t\u00edm, a\u017e se tady nau\u010d\u00edm, jak\u00e9 strategie mohu rozvinout, jak\u00fdmi zp\u016fsoby mohu lidem kousek po kousku odhalit sebe sama, svoje j\u00e1, svoje touhy. Mo\u017en\u00e1 se nebudu b\u00e1t konfliktu a konfrontace. Proto\u017ee p\u0159esn\u011b tou cestou vedou moje kroky. Mo\u017en\u00e1 budu chyt\u0159ej\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e ti, kdo stoj\u00ed proti m\u011b. V\u0161ichni ti, kdo odsuzuj\u00ed jinakost, ti, kdo nedok\u00e1\u017eou p\u0159ijmout motivace, kter\u00e9 vedou k vytv\u00e1\u0159en\u00ed subkultur, autonomn\u00edch prostor, squat\u016f, hnut\u00ed a politick\u00fdch iniciativ, kter\u00e9 n\u00e1m d\u00e1vaj\u00ed mnohem v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed d\u00edl zodpov\u011bdnosti, ale tak\u00e9 mo\u017enosti n\u011bkde n\u011bco zlep\u0161it, vytvo\u0159it nebo opravdu pomoct.<\/p>\n

A taky jsem ode\u0161la \u017e\u00edt v kolektivu, ve skupin\u011b lid\u00ed, kde se kolikr\u00e1t p\u0159istihnu, jak p\u0159ekvapen\u011b sleduji \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed konflikt\u016f bez touhy z\u00fa\u010dastn\u011bn\u00fdch cokoli si dok\u00e1zat, jak sleduji slova, kter\u00e1 doopravdy m\u011bn\u00ed realitu a maj\u00ed svou v\u00e1hu, kde kultura diskuze a hled\u00e1n\u00ed konsenzu jsou hodnotou. Kde se vym\u00fd\u0161lej\u00ed akce a aktivity, kde se lid\u00e9 seberou, nask\u00e1kaj\u00ed do aut nebo na kola a jedou br\u00e1nit squat rumunsk\u00fdch rodin, kter\u00fd chce policie neleg\u00e1ln\u011b vyst\u011bhovat. Kde se p\u00ed\u0161ou reporty, d\u011blaj\u00ed let\u00e1ky a bro\u017eury, kde lid\u00e9 \u010dtou kn\u00ed\u017eky, opravuj\u00ed kola a obsazuj\u00ed zahrady, aby rozvinuli kolektivn\u00ed projekty, aby zatla\u010dili na politiky. Kde se protestuje, kde se pasivn\u011b netrp\u00ed rozhodnut\u00ed jin\u00fdch, ale kde se realita doopravdy tvo\u0159\u00ed.<\/p>\n

A v \u010cech\u00e1ch mi v\u0161echno tohle n\u011bjak chyb\u00ed nebo mi to, co tu existuje, nesta\u010d\u00ed. Nebo nev\u00edm, kde za\u010d\u00edt. A s k\u00fdm. A p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm nech\u00e1pu tu m\u00edru represe a zv\u016fle, ten absolutn\u00ed nedostatek respektu k politick\u00fdm aktivit\u00e1m, ten nedostatek kulturnosti, proto\u017ee i tady, v t\u00e9to jedn\u00e9 zemi v zahrani\u010d\u00ed je represe siln\u00e1, ale p\u0159esto je tu v cel\u00e9m tom soukol\u00ed mal\u00e9 zrnko soli, kter\u00e9 m\u011bn\u00ed pom\u011br sil z beznad\u011bjn\u00e9ho na smyslupln\u00fd, a bitvu z p\u0159edem prohran\u00e9 na bitvu, v n\u00ed\u017e lze zv\u00edt\u011bzit.<\/p>\n

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